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Where’s my world?

I’ve got reasons to stay, and I’ve got reasons to go. I wish I had the option of looking into magic sauce and discovering how my life would turn out if I select one of my two options – of going or staying.

Here I am listening to “Smile Like You Mean It” by The Killers and my mind is drifting into a complete different topic altogether. But before I make this post about a random rumble, my “going” or “staying” refers to me either going to India/elsewhere to study/work or stay in Dubai and play it safe. I just realised that if I do indeed discover the magic sauce that would let me look into my future, it would just make everything very ordinary. I don’t want ordinary. I don’t want a roller-coaster of a life either (who does?), but it has to be based on that template. There’s no running away.

I’m not even sure if now is the right time to make this decision. Maybe its playing on my mind now more than ever is because I’ve seen a few people around me make the decision already. It just all seems very rushed, and at the same time, I feel like I’ve wasted a lot of time already.

Maybe I should just suck it up and make a decision already. I’ve talked about this to a bunch of people who just end up confusing me all the more. Granted, they made suggestions on the facts given to them, they’re not mind readers after all, but it didn’t work out for me.

I’ve made a similar post previously. Just goes to show how bad I am at making decisions.

Decisions decisions. I need directions.

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